Shadows of the Moon , a book I read about a girl who has the ability to weave an illusion .
Now I wish I could do that , weave an illusion over my face to hide the fact that I’m crying inside .
I’m flamboyant and I smile like an idiot , I over exaggerate a lot just to hide the hurt inside me .
I run in the rain for fun , when truthfully I use it to hide my tears . I say ” I understand ” a lot with a positive understanding attitude when truthfully I’m hurt and tempted to ask why .
” People see what they want to see ” - Shadows of the Moon
Does this mean they want to see me happy ?
I say that dancing is the only thing that makes me happy when truthfully it’s an escape mechanism , I dance with emotion , I dance my heart out ; hoping , that someday people will get the hint .
Just like when I sing , I sing with emotion , I sing my heart out .
Because one day .. Someone will see what they want to see .
A kid struggling to be free of burdens in which he does not know of .